Art and Social Anxiety problems

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It’s weird that pirates would go from shore to shore looking for buried treasure when the real treasure was in the friendships they were making

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I have Keratoconus which is a genetic condition that causes the cornea to turn cone shaped. It makes it hard to see, because bright lights form halo effects, obscuring the vision, and making it difficult to read, and in my case, draw. The day before my birthday, I went to a specialist, who gave me three options; Cross linking eye surgery, (which is still considered experimental in the United States, and not covered by insurance) Intact lenses (also not covered by insurance) or complete cornea transplants (Which is covered by insurance, but much riskier than the other two listed). 

Although there is some hope, since the Intacts is currently going through trial runs and studies for it to be approved by most insurances, I will learn by october, if I will be an acceptible participant for the study, and receive the intacts at either a reduced price, or not pay at all.

But, worse case scenerio, I will have to pay $5000-9000 per eye.

I cannot afford that, on my walmart salary. My family is barely skating by with what we have, and we still struggle every month to make ends meet. There is absolutely no way we would be able to pay for this surgery.

And, that really scares me. 

As an artist, and a writer, I depend so much on my eyes. Keratoconus is not curable, and will only worsten, if they go untreated. I NEED this surgery, but I can’t pay for it, with the few hundred bucks I get from putting up with walmart customers.

So, I turn to you, Tumblr. This is very hard for me to do, since I was raised to believe that if someone can work for their money, they very well should, and reserve the free help to the people who truly cannot help themselves. But, if you feel like you can, and want to donate, please feel free to send that money to my Paypal, at

If you want to help in another way, please spread my Commissioning Info or feel free to commission a piece of artwork from me directly by sending me an ask here, note me at my Dev.artor Email me your information at the same Email stated for my Paypal.

Simply re-blogging this really helps as well.

Thank you for taking your time for reading this out.

I’ll share this before I close the blog because it makes me sad.

I’m currently recovering from acute tendonitis, which is a nightmare for an artist, but it is absolutely nothing compared to an eye-related problem like this; if you have the money to spare please consider helping or signal boost so that someone else can!

female Ranma here cause she’s a cutie 

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Drew a comic about myself because I’m a person that lacks ideas okay ?
I’m old enough and I still can’t tell my right from my left on many occasions , and I somehow feel flattered when people correct me

Made With Paper
somehow she turned out resembling Ueno from Koe no Katachi a girl that turns my stomache


when u convince ur friend to watch a heartbreaking anime without telling them about any of the sad parts


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Nisshin Seifun (2010) - Commercial directed by Katsuya Kondo / TV Spot designed by Toshio Suzuki and Goro Miyazaki

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I really love comedy and making up jokes , but I’m not very good at that , not automatically at least :/

  • Mewtwo: i see now that the circumstances of ones birth are irrelevant. it is what you do with the gift of life that determines who you are.
  • Mew: mew

Okay , Here’s a small fact about me , for anyone who’s kind of curious .. I can be more introverted on social networks a lot more than I am on reality , which is supposed to be the other way round since it’s easier to post your thoughts on the internet .. But it’s also easier to judge people and be mean to them from there as well , so as time went on ,I started to form less opinions about things and kept most of my thoughts to myself . I realized that if you had a different view or a similar one to your own upbringing , people would call you a bigot , or stupid , or whatever name people have for ignorants .
I’m supposed to be stronger than this , I know . But I’m not ! And I’m always in vain about weather I should say this or not , knowing that I’m not the kind of person who likes to argue or offend someone just for having a different say .
This very related to me not sharing a lot of my art , I unconsciously fear that people wouldn’t like what I did , and judge me secretly for lacking skills or thinking highly of myself for nothing .
So whoever you are , waiting for me to open up more here -which I doubt- I’ll try my best to slowly share more of my art and also do a lot more in the future


my art skills are impeccable


my art skills are impeccable

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